~雨天~

心情莫名的低落~
我的确是个多愁善感的人~
哈哈~真的低落得我自己都觉得莫名其妙~
没有原因~

想家~
打了电话回家~
挂了~
更想家~

本来想回家的~
但是爸爸叫我不要回~
省钱=.="
突然很痛恨车票为何标得那么贵~
让我们这些穷学生想家都不能回~
唉~

前阵子车价还没涨的时候~
我还真的是整天往家跑~
以前总是渴望得到自由~
总以为来到这里生活后我会不想回家~
但是有时候心所想的未必是真的~
哈哈~
因为我比想象中还更粘家~

家永远是最温暖的~
犹记经历的那段低潮期~
每个周末我都渴望回家~
或许是因为这样~
我才那么爱我的家人^^

下雨咯~
讨厌雨天~
因为它让人低落~
讨厌雨天~
因为它曾在我心被撕裂的时候无情的洒下~
讨厌雨天~
因为它曾送走了我的爱~
讨厌雨天~
因为它让我想起他~

但是~
感谢雨天~
因为它让我勇敢~
感谢雨天~
因为它让我成长~
感谢雨天~
因为它给我勇气回头望~
感谢雨天~
因为它让我学会用微笑来祝福~
感谢雨天~
因为它让我找到我的避风港~

其实~
我也并没我想象中的那么讨厌它~

^Just feel like writing something..haha^

it's been the long time i didnt update my blog...
haha...suppose to do my assignment now...
but it's really kinda lazy and i have no idea how to start it...
sigh...college life is far far different compare the life in high school which we can actually dun need to pass up our home work on time...
college life is all about DUE DATES!!!

anyway..i enjoy my last week holiday to genting and kluang wif my baby...
haven sort it out the photo coz it's really damn lazy..:p
the photo is out!!!!



my 21st b'day coming soooon....wohoo...
i'll be helding a b'day party in JB...
those who are invited are all the VVIP in my life...
so girls and guys....bear in mind ya...
if YOU are invited by me i will like to see u all there...^^
thank you so much to my lovely family that plan dis for me as i am busying in KL..
Love u all so much...muackz...

i have tidy my room few days ago...
it's freaking tired and i sprain my arm=.=...
damn pain weih when come to the middle of nite...
but i'm so happy coz our room looks spacious now after i change the position....
and u noe wat..i've throw away all of my memories that i think that it's time for me to leave it behind...huuuu...it's kinda hard actually...to bring myself for doing it...
anyway..i have to leave these old thing behind and looking forward to my future(and i hope that it will be really my future..lolz..:p)cheers..^^

well...Shari's baby is here from thailand...
we enjoy time spending wif him...
haha...and i can sees hapinese on shari's face too^^
we have a wonderful time in Chatz room last nite..





ok..i think i shud stop here..
as i mention i'm suppose to do my assignments...
haha...

words for my baby:

thanks for always working so hard..
thanks for doing everything just to please me..
i'm always appreciate what you done although i'm really hard to please..:p
all the best for your new life that going to begin soon...
and i know it will full of challenge...
we must go thru 2gether no matter how hard it will be ya^^
love u babe...=)

==加油==

朵朵说：

有时候~你会觉得很挫折~
因为关于某些事~总是一再证明了你付出再多的努力都无用~
那当然会让你感到非常失望~

亲爱的~不会无用的~
也许现在你看不见想要的结果~
但并不等于对将来没有作用~

上天的旨意很神秘~
当他要给你一样礼物时~
往往不是直接拿给你~
而是要你多走一些路~
多转一些弯~
多看一些风景~

那么有一天~
当你终于得到时间给你的答案时~
因为那些走过的路~
转过的弯~
看过的风景~
你也的到更多的礼物~


《摘自---朵朵小语》

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人生最大的烦恼~
不是选择~
而是不知道自己想得到什么~

只要知道自己要的是什么~
我相信你能够作出最完美的抉择~

冲个热澡~
听些音乐~
看些好书~
睡个好觉~
明天会有美丽的彩虹等着你~

加油^^

==分手快乐==

我无法帮你预言
委曲求全都没有用
可是我多么不舍
朋友爱得那么苦痛

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朵朵说：

爱情是一场单程旅行~
就算经过的风景再美~
就算有过的回忆再多~
也无法从终点倒回到起点~

爱情之所以令人低回~

正是因为它的不可回溯~

然而亲爱的~
上一次旅程的终点~
将是下一次旅程的起点~

此刻~
站在终点与起点交接之处~
请为那个已经与你分道扬镳的人祝福~
同时也给自己鼓舞~
无论前方如何~
还是要勇敢的上路^^

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蛮沉重的一天~
今天听到了一个晴天霹雳的消息~

给你的：

好内疚~
因为每次我需要别人陪的时候~
你总会在我身边~
而我却没能陪伴你~

无论如何~
我心也很疼~
就莫名的疼~
安慰的话竟僵在嘴边~

痛过的我会了解~
相信我~
明天会更好^^

无论如何~
你要加油哦^^
不管以后会是怎样~
我们都会一直陪着你~

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分手快乐~
请你快乐~
挥别错的才能和对的相逢~

没人能把谁的幸福没收~
你发誓你会活得有笑容~

你自信时候真的美多了~

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u noe who u r~
we love u girl~*
house 32 will always support u^^

两种老公 两种人生‏

A:她：“老公。帮我接杯水呗。”
他：“石头剪子布。谁输了谁去。”
她：“算了。我自己去吧。”

B:他们坐在一起看韩剧。她起身。他问“干吗去？”
她：“去接杯水。”
他：“你坐这看吧。我去给你接。”

女人多可怜。她对男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”。你可以什么都没有。
只要你疼她。她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你。
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A:他晚上下班。给她打电话“宝贝儿。我晚上和朋友出去吃饭。”
她：“你不是答应我陪我逛街的吗？”
他：“改天吧！”
她默默地流泪。为什么每次都是这样？

B:他下班的时候打电话给她:“亲爱的。别人给我一张奥运会的票。巴西队啊！一会儿我去

看球了啊。”
她：“哦。这样啊。好吧。”
他：“怎么不高兴了？”
她：“你忘了。上周说好今天我朋友和她男朋友请我俩吃饭啊。”
他：“哎呀。对不起亲爱的。我忘记了。那我把票给别人吧。我陪你去吃饭。”
她：“不要了。吃饭可以改天。或者你先去看。我们等你。”
他：“那不行。答应你的事情必须得做到。再说你自己跟他俩在一起像电灯泡似的。你肯定不舒服啊”
她：“没事……”

没等她说完。他很强势的告诉她“好了。听我的。你收拾一下。我一会儿去接你。”

其实女人不是不懂事。只是。她需要碰上一个懂事的男人。
其实。情侣之间。是可以互相的。

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A:他：“我晚上出去吃饭了啊。”
她：“几点回家？”
他：“九点之前肯定回家。”
九点半，她：“你怎么还不回来啊？”
他：“十点。肯定回家。”
十一点。十二点。一点。两点……
后来。她不再打电话催他。因为她知道。对于不守承诺的男人。一切“肯定”都是“未必”。

B:他：“我晚上出去吃饭。九点之前肯定结束。然后我俩去看电影。”
她：“你能那么快就结束吗？”
他：“放心吧。我答应你了就一定能！”
快到九点的时候。他：“收拾一下吧。我马上就到你家了”

信任。是在一件一件小事中建立起来的。
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A:她生理期。身体不舒服。顶着疼痛洗衣服。收拾屋子。
他坐在电脑前面玩网络游戏。
她干完活。躺在床上。长出了一口气。
他看了她一眼：“宝贝儿。辛苦了！”然后转过头。继续玩他的游戏。

B:她生理期。很难受。起身准备洗衣服。
他拽住她：“你去床上躺着。我来！”
她：“你会做家务吗？你自己洗过衣服吗？”
他：“不会做可以学着做啊。以后你身体不舒服的时候。我当然得独挡一面！”

女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语。哄她几句。她也许会给你一个微笑。但是实实在在的呵护。她会对你一辈子的感恩。并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。
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A:她给他拿了一包榛子。然后她去洗衣服。
回来的时候。榛子已经被他吃得所剩无几。

B:她拿给他一包榛子。然后自己去收拾屋子。
回来的时候。她看见电脑前面放了一堆剥好的榛子仁。

女人很感性。她炫耀你对她的体贴。就好像炫耀克拉钻一样。这么廉价的买卖。用一点心思就能收获无比的财富。
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A:他说：“你是最好的。”
她问：“我哪好？”
他：“学历高。能力强。长得漂亮。对我又这么好。”
她笑了。

B:他：“你是我所遇到最好的女孩儿。”
她：“我哪好？”
他：“你对身边的每个人都很友善。很无私。对人对生活总是很感恩。一个人有一颗善良的心。会让周围的人感觉到温暖。你是我见过最善良的女孩儿。伤害你的人都应该下地 狱！”
她哭了。

一个人。是因为你对他好。所以觉得你好。
一个人。是因为懂得你的好。所以想要对你好。


幸福的恋人。首先应该是一对彼此欣赏的知己。

^hang out wif best sista~*

hang out wif amy n er yesterday~
and we went for a hair cut~
damn regret for choosing that salon~
but we cant do anything wif it~
haiz....
quite bad mood today bcoz i really dun like my hair~
some more today weather damn hot weih~
make my mood more sucks....=.="

i have ntg to say abt my new hair style~
so people...pls dun talk abt dis anymore...>.<

anyway~
we still enjoyed our time 2gether~
dis is frens are for^^
SiStA 4ever ya^^

Gathering wif my Girls~*

Finally we meet up 2gether last nite at Yi You Wei Jing,Pelangi^^
have lots of fun and talks 2gether until we forgot the time..:p
i'm so happy that everytime when i come bek from KL i will have the chance to meet them up~
anyway that's how we maintain our frenship rite?^^

see u girls in our coming gathering~
i guess will be on Ming Li's B'day Party~
Hugs and Kisses~*

Jia Yin~
u r rite~
"幸福可以很简单"

~assignments~

supposed to start my assignments now~
somehow dun feel like doin~
totally no mood~
haiz~

give me strength pls~
i need something or somebody to give me some MOMENTUM!!!

hate assignments!!!

^Baby's off day^

Sunny Day^^^^^^^^Thursday^^^^^^^^03-09-2009

finally it's baby off day~
went to class in the morning~
bek from college around 12.30pm~
start dressing for the date^^

baby reach my place at 1pm~
but i still dealing wif my hair~
haha~he waited me for almost one hour~
so pity~and he's hungry...=p

finally we go out for our lunch~
planning to having lunch in a thai restaurant at Seksyen 17,My Elephant~
but it closed at 2pm for resting hour..=.="
so we end up having my thai cuisine in Jaya 1~

Kinnaree, a quite nice restaurant wif nice environment~
food is pretty good~
but i still prefer My Elephant...
hehe~
btw~we enjoyed the lunch^^




went bek home for a nap and we went to The Curve at nite~
having dinner at The curve street~
glad that we can spend whole day 2gether~





happy happy^^

~Thanks~

^sweet supper of the day^

thanks baby for dis Carbonara~
sometimes will feel so sorry that i didn't really do much things for u but u will always put me 1st in everything~

u have been working so hard for the future~
yet sometimes i will be just so so inconsiderate~
honestly i will feel very bad every time when i thrown tantrum at u out of no reason~
u know i didn't mean it~don't you?
with all the hurtful word that i said and hurtful things that i done~
just to say sorry~

feel happy that u strike so hard for ur Job~
even though with all the wounds on your hand~
trust me~my heart will be more painful than ur wound every time i see it~

just to let u know~
i will support every decision you made~
and i believe u will made the right choice^^

and once again~
thanks for everything that u have given me~
Love u baby~*

=SUCKS=

it's only one word that can describe my feeling now....
SUCKS!!!!
i actually cried~
but i dunno wat's the reason that i react like dat...
sounds stupid...
but it's truth...
maybe i'm juz a person who really needs lots and lots and lots of attention...
i've tried to be understanding...
yet i can't be understanding in this moment...

suddenly someone was in my mind....
how would i miss dat person....
haha...it's ridiculous....
i noe...
and worst i made another ridiculous things...

wake up please....
crapppp...............
i realize that i always like to crap during dis hour....
in this kind of lonely nite...

or juz mayb....
i will only be honest to myself during dis hour....
in this kind of lonely nite....

^My diet plan....=.="^

dis few nite i have been on my diet plan which i dun eat heavy dinner at nite~
but guess wat?i ate supper almost everynite~
thanks to my baby for always prepare food for my supper~
sob sob~my diet plan.....GONE!!!
by the way~the food was nice and it really hard for me to not finish it up~
but still~so sweet of him~
hehe~hard to find someone who always think of u no matter where he is~
thanks baby~

^pasta by him~yummy*^

well....i had a FATTENING lunch dis afternoon~
sigh~but i didnt eat dinner la~
so...i think shud be no problem..*grin*
erm..erm...juz afraid he prepare supper for me again~~
anyway~DIS IS MY LUNCH!!!

^fruits salad+nice environment*^

^Today special~chicken chop*^

^finally~here comes our dessert~tiramisu*^

me,shari and michelle try out a new cafe named CHILLAX near our college~
the environment there was good and the food was not bad~
there's a free wifi service there~
i think we found a good place to hang out/discussion/crapping/revision and etc...

my family coming up to KL dis weekends~
haha~looking forward for the day to come~
Muackz...miss them so much^^

^Rainbow after the rain^

I'm back!!!
today is my 1st day of school~
ha ha~finally school has started~after one and half months holidays~
feeling so refreshing and excited about it but i had my period today..=.="
best welcome gift of all....

Well..I've been working during my sem break~
and i realize that i really dun like office work~
it's a boring and tiring work for me~
worst than when i was working in education center before i came for further study weih!
In fact i quite enjoyed the time when i meet all my little kids~
Maybe this Job suits me better..:p

Anyway~After this sem break i feel like i dun wanna graduate so fast~
coz working is really so tiring~so stupid right?
Anyhow and anyway...
that's my thought now..wahaha...
it's a blessing to be a student i guess~

haha~and of course i'm back with my baby now~
that's the best part..=)
he is just as sweet as before..*grin*
he has made the Tiramisu for me~
that's the Tiramisu he made----------------


Look nice right?hehe~
it's really so sweet of him...*shy*
thx baby for the surprise~*Muackz*

God has been so Good to me~
he has been given me all the best thing in my life~
Best parents~Best sibbling~Best frens~Best education~Best course mate~Best room mate~Best lifestyle~and of course.....My sweetest baby~*shy*=p

Life is full of uncertain~
I was once in very down state of life~
Being hurt~being discourage~and being self-pity~
thank God than he bring me through~
And made me who I am today~

Never blame God for anything because he gave us everything~
He has place the storm to our life but he will always gave us the rainbow as well~
I've seen the rainbow after the rain~
What about you guys?

^God made me who I am today^

^fruitful weekend^

haha~
been enjoying my last weekend in JB with my family and frens^^
glad that i can meet them up and have a wonderful time before i'm goin back to KL~

well~
Jia Yin b'day on saturday and i can meet all my SDJ girls during the party~
so happy to see them and of coz the b'day girl^^
we have been preparing her present dis few weeks and finally we came out the idea of making a b'day booklet for her~
i believe she will like it coz i knew she will definitely feels our heart~
don't YOU?:p
juz wanna to tell my SDJ girls that u girls r always on my mind even though sometimes i might neglect u all~
and most important to our b'day girl...................
STAY CHEERFUL always and HAPPY B'DAY once again^^

(finally the photo is OUT^^)

^me n b'day girl^

^Our Forever Frenship^

^Ban Ban Luck^

Amy is back from KL for her weekends too~
and we having a gathering juz now(it consider LAST nite actually...:p)~
it's a happy gathering and we talk alot of stuff~
of coz with our MR Fong Tee Chuan~our gathering will not be boring^^
glad that Everyone is doin fine~
we always knew that our frenship will never end even we didnt meet each other for a long time^^

few of the photo we took juz now^^



finally~
i'm so happy that i'm goin bek KL soon but oso sad that i have to leave my family again~
i plan to make my dis semester be a fruitful semester and i believe i can do it...:p~
i need to start my DIET plan too!!!
i want to be SLIM like before!!!!
haha~i noe it's hard....but......ehem....i will try my best~
i can do it by God's STRENGTH !!!

Good nite everyone~
and baby i'm goin bek soon^^

==我们都要幸福==

最近假期都好像没在放假~
拜一到礼拜都要好早起身哦 =.="..
比起我的读书生活~
现在反而更累~
早知道这样当初就不要皮痒答应去做工了~
而且又不是赚几百万~
搞得我每天放工回家就睡觉~
连跟我baby联络的时间都牺牲掉了~
还真的好想念他~

难得今天想写些东西~
但其实也不懂要写什么好~
哈哈~ 就来写写我喜欢的张小娴~

已经忘了我是什么时候爱上张小娴的~
只记得是在我最孤独低落~
一个人逛书店时~

偶然发现了张小娴的书~ 应该就是从那时候开始吧~

她总是说穿我的心情~
不对~应该说是所有女生的心情~
我喜欢她的爱情观~
让我也对爱情有了另一番见解~

前阵子baby送过我一本张小娴的《离别曲》~


那是我找了很久的一本书~
超开心的~
我还开他玩笑说以后如果我们分开了我会把这本书还给他~
其实这也是蛮好的主意嘛~
毕竟如果真的有那么一天~
这本书应该会成为我最痛的记忆~
那为何不自私点把这记忆还给对方？
哈哈~听起来还真的有点悲~
没错~我对爱情~就是少不了这点悲观~

《离别曲》算是一本小说~
讲述着错中复杂的爱情故事~
其实我对它的结局蛮失望的~
但却也同时觉得它的结局与众不同~
因为小说总是让人觉得一定会happily ever after~
这个却相反~
相爱的人~
最终没能在一起~
我很喜欢它里面的这段话~
《唯有爱情~始终如此的兴奋与渴望~又始终如此的挫败与荒凉~》
这句话让我有所领悟~

人与人之间的相处~
本来都要预买哪天会分离的~
有时会觉得反而分开后才更加了解对方~
更懂对方要的其实是什么~
很遗憾吧？
我真的这样觉得~

有些人~
或许真的注定只能活在记忆里~
打从心里希望~
我们都会幸福~
即使不是从彼此身上得到~

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原来，人只是拥抱着时间洗涤不去的记忆~
爱也好~恨也好~不会全部留着~
我们记得一些~忘了一些~
忘了为何忘了~也害怕会忘了不想忘记的；
最璀璨的、深爱过的记忆~
更不向对方比我首先忘记~


P.S. 这是我最近刚买的 《张小娴---永不永不说再见》~里头的这段话~正是我此刻想说的~

我们~
都一定要幸福~~

^来张我的近照吧^

==helpless==

feel so helpless when i see him sick yet i cant do anything for him~
i think he's really been thru tough time during work~
hope he can get well soon~

but...why my baby always sick???
haiz.......

Dear lord~
i commit him into ur hands~
please take away his pain~
please heal him completely so that i can go back to JB with peace~
in Jesus name i pray~
Amen~

(>.<、) feel like crying........

==Gambateh Baby!!==

thank God for answered my prayer~
baby finally found a job!!!
he will work in Jaya 33,Bruno's restaurant and Bar as a cook~

feel so happy for him..
but feel so lonely in the same time~
he can't accompany me every time like before anymore~
his working hours is damn long wei~
my pity baby~
anyway still hope that he will find what he want in this career~

i know it will be tough in the beginning but i believe he can do it^^
i will learn to be understanding as well as he will be busy for his work~

finally my exam is finished~
and i will be back to JB this sunday~
glad that i can see my family and friends soon~
but i will leave baby for one and a half months~
it consider VERY LONG for us because we didn't leave each other before for so long=.="
i guess i will miss him badly~
as for now i already misses him so much...>.<

baby must be strong k?
my heart will always be with you wherever i go~
all the best in your new path of your life~
and you know that i will always support you^^
jia you!!!

==Should i???==

i went to Tropicana City Mall with baby after his interview dis afternoon~
we went for a movie~
hehe~finally he willing to watch DRAG ME TO HELL with me..:p
unfortunately, the movie wasn't that nice than i expected=.="
maybe i heard too much of compliment about dis movie~
i think we shouldn't hear too much compliment when we wanna watch a movie~
because our expectation will be very high when we heard "the movie is DAMN nice!!" more than 3 times~this is what my CG leader told me..:p
anyway~we have a great time watching this kinda lame movie~

This is the 1st time we went to Tropicana City Mall even though it actually very near from our house~
it just a normal shopping mall like others but it seems to be have less people~
maybe it's because it just newly open~
i passed by MONSOON-----a hair salon which quite famous and it having promotion~
make my heart feel itchy to cut my hair~(oops!spend money again..:p)
so i went in~
and came out with this-----




nice or not??
i LIKE this hairstyle alot~
but it's actually only can last for today=.="
because i didn't perm it~
the stylish recommend me to perm my hair but i scared i will regret~
he end up blow it with blower and tell me if i perm my hair i will look like this~
so he asked me to consider about it~

the end of the story is.........

my heart is very itchy now........
SHOULD I PERM MY HAIR????

lolz.....

=男人心裡的男孩=

男人什麼都聽你的，你覺得他沒性格。誰又會愛一個她覺得沒性格的男人？

他不聽你的話，那也不行。你的話他一句都不肯聽，你會覺得他對你不好，不愛你。你說的話，明明都是為了他好。

那麼，一個男人到底要聽話到什麼程度，又要不聽話到什麼程度，才會教你心甜也心碎？

愛一個人，不都是在心甜與心碎之間流轉嗎？

是有那麼一個人，讓你時而歡笑，時而掉眼淚，又在你想笑的時候把你弄哭，在你想哭 的時候逗得你笑了出來。你其實沒那麼獨裁，不是要他什麼都聽你的，你只是不喜歡在你想他聽你的時候他偏偏不聽。可是，從一開始，你明明不是想找一個聽話的 男人，而是想找個你愛的，能夠和你說一輩子話的人。誰又知道，逗你笑的人，往往也是把你氣哭的人。

終於你學乖了，想男人聽你的話，只會氣死自己，那麼，倒不如不要理他。當你不理他，他反而會聽你的。無論年紀有多大的男人，心裡若不是住著一個反叛的小男孩，就是住著一個長不大的小男孩或是一個老小孩。看你愛的是他心裡哪一個男孩。

《张小娴----男孩心里的男孩》

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糟糕的心情看了这片部落格后心情好多了~
张小娴总是让我心情变得很好~
而且每次都超适合我当下的心情~
虽然某个人曾说我看张小娴看到走火入魔了~=.="
哈哈~是有点啦~

今天过得蛮开心的~
下午跟姐妹吃午餐~
晚餐又跟某个他吃的超饱的~

好像很少跟他那么开心地吃饭走走~
感觉上跟他做朋友比做情人还舒服吧~
或许有些人真的注定只能当一辈子朋友~
有时候会想如果当初没有选择这条路的话现在会是怎样的~
可是很多时候真的很难找到答案~
而人只能不断地往前走~不停走~
只希望我们能一辈子把对方当做珍惜的朋友~

我要的人生是怎样的？你要的呢？
你可以说我做得不对~也能说我要的太多~
但起码我已经明确地告诉你我要的是什么生活了~
当你让我觉得我很想放手不管你的事时~我竟然异常地平静~
我真的不懂我还能怎么样~

希望我说的你会好好的去想想~
我不想让我怀疑自己的选择是不是错的~
虽然我知道我没有后悔的余地~
我更没有想过要过回以前的生活~

我说过的~
我并没有要你说你一辈子爱我~
只要不要让我觉得孤单就好~~

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或许不是你给的不够~
而是我不知道自己要什么~

晚安.....