==考验==

突然想写些东西~
所以就上来了~

最近都没什么特别的事发生~
只是我们的感情开始受到了一丁点的考验~

我想他在工作和感情上都受了不少委屈吧~
其实我很心疼他~
当他在工作上遇到了不顺心的事时~
我只能眼睁睁的看他受委屈~
我心里真的很难受~
看着他诉说着他的委屈~
虽然表面上他毫不在意~
我知道他不想让我担心~
但是我都看在眼里~
我没比他好受~
只能把一切交托于神~

我自认我生来就和别人不一样~
因为我生长在一个基督徒的家庭~
就因为这样~
在感情方面~
我的确也给了他不少的压力~
因为我是基督徒~
是上帝让我拥有一个幸福温馨的家庭~
是上帝让我拥有现在所拥有的~
所以我不能背弃我的上帝~
如果有一天~
我必须遵从上帝的旨意~
我一定会遵从~

但我深信上帝会一直看顾着他~
我也深信他会和我一样爱上帝~
因为是上帝让我们拥有现在的幸福~
却也是上帝给我们的考验~
阿门~

^we can do all things thru christ who strengthens us ^

^I AM OFFICIALLY 21st YEARS OLD^

Time flies really freaking fast…

It just like I just celebrated my 20^th years old b’day yet it’s actually one year ago when I celebrate…

I read through all my post on the blog…

Realize that I actually update my blog quite frequently compare to now..

Haha…but it’s all very sad post…which I oso realize…

I think I will only post my blog when I’m sad..

Ya…I guess I am..

Haha…

Last year b’day was fruitful…coz many frens and love ones celebrated with me..i still kept the videos and photo wif me…I’m didn’t look any different from then…this is the sad part..haha…we shud look different every year isn’t it? To prove that we have grown up…:p lolz…crap…crap…crap…

Anyway…just like last year…I will blog about my b’day…lalalalala…

Hehe..

^^I AM OFFICIALLY 21^ST YEARS OLD^^

Well, My 1^st b’day celebration was on the exact day itself..which is on 12^th NOVEMBER 2009..

After supporting my dear shari and michelle presentation in the morning, me, shari, michelle, cindy, sok yen and jummy went for lunch in One Utama.. tot will just only a simple lunch celebration so I actually didn’t really dress up for that.. end up denise and kian hong came and gave me a surprise…=.=”

It’s really damn surprise as I am in very bad condition wif my face and hair yet kian hong still took picture for me…

People..please dun get scared by my scary faces in the photo ya..:p

We had a wonderful lunch and I receive a nice blouse from michelle, jummy and sok yen…

Oh ya.. I oso receive a special present from dear cindy one day before my b’day…thx cindy^^

After lunch, I’m rushing bek home to prepare for my date…hehe..of coz wif my baby…:p

He off work at 5pm...and give a big surprise…he gave me a bouquet of roses that he wrap by himself…haha…he’s cute isn’t it?

Anyway, we cannot decide where to have dinner…coz he’s actually plan to bring me somewhere in ampang for Indonesia cuisine but end up it’s raining and that place is actually are open air..=.=”

So…our plan ruins…bcoz of the damn good weather…

We end up having dinner at THE APaRTMENT, at the curve street..errm… the food is….i dunno how to describe actually…well….i can only say maybe I expect too much… Or just maybe my baby is a chef and I think that he’s the best cooked….so…. hehe..get wat I mean? (*grin*showing off..ahem..:p)

After blowing cake all that we heading home…my house mate sang me a b’day song and we have some chit chatting..

Suddenly, a bunch of people rush into my room.. they are none other than my dear W49 cell members and my dear roommate.. they really give me a big big big surprise… thx a lot W49…I’m really touch..

We had a great time eating donuts and playing games…

u will really feeling blessed if u have a bunch of ‘‘family members in christ’’ to celebrate ur big day while ur real family is not wif u…I’m really blessed^^

14^th NOVEMBER 2009

Was my 21^st b’day party in my hometown ,JB. Brian took leave from his chef just to fetch us all the way from kl to Jb…really sweet of him… for ur information, shari,michelle and jummy attended my b’day party in JB too^^

The nite was great…i love the cake so much^^

wif the wishes and presents of my dearest frens and family and oso family in christ..but I am damn tired…

Anyway..i’m really enjoyed the nite…and I still want to say…

I AM BLESSED!!!

Just want to say :

THANK YOU to my lovely MUM who put so much effort for my b’day, my super number 1 DAD who always support and encourage me even I failed him…my round hand SIS who always stay besides me, share all my secret and buy things for me..:p…and lastly.. my smelly baby BRO, who always so cool yet he cares about me^^

(My silly sista send me a video again like last year..dis is the new version…haha…I still cant help to stop my tears everytime when I see this)

THANK YOU to my roommate, shari and my course mate, michelle, cindy and sok yen for celebrating my b’day^^ and JUMMY too~*

THANK YOU to my baby for always so sweet and love me who I am^^

THANK YOU to W49 &W19 who always make me feel warm with the love of GOD^^

THANK YOU to SISTA GABBY who sing for me on my b’day..and the songs actually blessed a lot of people^^

THANK YOU to my best fren in hometown, my best sista….who always noe me well^^

THANK YOU to my SDJ girls who always noisy but lovely^^

THANK YOU to everyone who attend my b’day party..

Lastly…I still wanna say…

I AM REALLY BLESSED for everything that GOD has given me^^

P.S: huu...finally i finish upload this post..OMG..it's actually takes me one hour and 5 pages of Microsoft word..=.=" i wonder if i can write that much in my assignments...lolz..anyway..it's time to stop and i need to do my assignment now...