==爱.需要==

不希望我们之间的问题都在同一个地方打转~
有时候真的怀疑这样的生活是不是我真的想要的~
我也不想每天为了同样的东西烦~
you had a bad day 2day..
i had a bad day as well..
为什么要毫无条件的包容我~
或许我真的是错的~
就像旁人都觉得我对你不够好~
有时甚至觉得或许我没我想象中那么爱你~

爱~
或许只是一种需要而已~
当有一天觉得不需要了~
或许就没有爱了~
很多东西~
只是一种习惯~

==幸福。主宰==

这个圣诞人在KL~
也是头一次跟他一起过圣诞~
感觉很幸福~
却也很无奈~
因为我想家(>___<、)~
第一次没跟家人一起过圣诞讷~
平安夜的下午一个人到sg wang走走~
神奇吧？
连我自己都不敢相信~
哈哈~
或许是人长大了~
已经不会再害怕一个人~
已经不害怕孤单了吧~
以前的我绝对不会一个人出去的~

时间过得可真快~
那么的一眨眼~
一年又过去~
人生也就是如此~
一年的时间~
我几乎用了一年的时间~
来熟悉现在的一切~
一年听起来很长~
却也不算长~
茅盾~
哈哈~

坏消息总是环绕在身旁~
爱情总是令人感慨~
我也不知该说什么来形容我的感受~
本来就知道爱情是多么的不可靠~
但是人总还是奋不顾身的追求爱情~
遍体鳞伤~
依然爱着~
要怎样才能变得聪明？
我觉得人在爱情里总是会笨了那么一点吧~

很多时候很想说服自己去相信爱情~
但是却又会莫名其妙的怀疑起它~
人真的很茅盾~
对吧？

我现在很幸福~
真的很幸福~
不过你不会知道哪一天~
幸福又会离你而去~
有哪次我没在幸福的时候向全世界炫耀？
又有哪次我不是在幸福离我而去的时候痛彻心扉？
所以我真的不敢讲~
以后的事真的很难讲~

他~
是我刻苦铭心的爱~
却也是最难追寻的~
渐渐熟悉了变回朋友关系~
原来~
我更加喜欢这样的关系~

你~
是我无条件的爱~
就是那种~
跟本没有我要求的特徽~
但你支持我~
欣赏我~
爱护我~
包容我~
这就是无条件的爱吧~
我想拥有这样的爱人~
已经是现在最美好的幸福了~

当曾经相知的路已经走到退无可退~
当曾经牵系幸福的手已经握到连拳头都发痛~
就让爱成往事~
散落在风中吧~~

再见了~
我那刻苦铭心的爱~
它已渐渐沉淀在我心里最深处~

好姐妹，
你们一定也能够撑过去的~
因为我们都是勇敢的女孩^^
不管决定是怎样都好~
永远支持你们~*

相信我~
上帝会主宰我们的幸福~
阿门

~圣诞大餐....=.="~

最近都没update我的部落格咯~
因为最近实在太忙了~
考试然后就开始做工~
做的这份工还蛮开心的~
是个很好的经验~

昨晚他的chef请我们吃圣诞大餐~
我是真的从来没去过这么高级的场合啦~
而且食物也是我从来没吃过的~
鱼子酱，鹅肝还有一些怪怪的东西..=.="
也喝了香槟，红酒和白酒~

^我觉得他像侍应生~哈哈^

^不过还是帅啦:p^

^鱼子酱^

^不懂哪里进口的蘑菇汤^

^西式龙虾竹笋^

^冰雕甜品~这个我喜欢^

^主菜^

^主菜~鹅肉和鹅肝^

^甜品^

^Door gift^

我只能说~是很好吃的一餐~只是我不太会欣赏~

结果呢~
我竟然~
食.物.中.毒.=.="
今早肚子是痛到~~~~~~~~~~
我不会形容~
有没有试过痛到歇斯底里？
我就是这样~
还要麻烦可怜的他七早八早带我去看医生~
而且害他特地工作时间回家看我~
呵呵~有你真好^^

打电话给姐姐~
哭到不像样~
因为真的好辛苦哦~
哈哈~
自己都觉得自己像小孩子:p
结果姐姐被我吓死~
以为我发生什么事~
爸爸妈妈也打来问候我~
感觉自己好幸福哦^^
不过妈妈开玩笑说：
我们只会吃鸡肝~不会吃什么鹅肝的啦！
哈哈~这个好笑(^0^)

这个故事告诉我们~
我的肚子只能吃三块钱的鸡肝~
吃不起三百块的鹅肝~~
哈哈~

结果叻结果叻~
要吃讨人厌的药(>___<)~*

我的药(>____<)

==考验==

突然想写些东西~
所以就上来了~

最近都没什么特别的事发生~
只是我们的感情开始受到了一丁点的考验~

我想他在工作和感情上都受了不少委屈吧~
其实我很心疼他~
当他在工作上遇到了不顺心的事时~
我只能眼睁睁的看他受委屈~
我心里真的很难受~
看着他诉说着他的委屈~
虽然表面上他毫不在意~
我知道他不想让我担心~
但是我都看在眼里~
我没比他好受~
只能把一切交托于神~

我自认我生来就和别人不一样~
因为我生长在一个基督徒的家庭~
就因为这样~
在感情方面~
我的确也给了他不少的压力~
因为我是基督徒~
是上帝让我拥有一个幸福温馨的家庭~
是上帝让我拥有现在所拥有的~
所以我不能背弃我的上帝~
如果有一天~
我必须遵从上帝的旨意~
我一定会遵从~

但我深信上帝会一直看顾着他~
我也深信他会和我一样爱上帝~
因为是上帝让我们拥有现在的幸福~
却也是上帝给我们的考验~
阿门~

^we can do all things thru christ who strengthens us ^

^I AM OFFICIALLY 21st YEARS OLD^

Time flies really freaking fast…

It just like I just celebrated my 20^th years old b’day yet it’s actually one year ago when I celebrate…

I read through all my post on the blog…

Realize that I actually update my blog quite frequently compare to now..

Haha…but it’s all very sad post…which I oso realize…

I think I will only post my blog when I’m sad..

Ya…I guess I am..

Haha…

Last year b’day was fruitful…coz many frens and love ones celebrated with me..i still kept the videos and photo wif me…I’m didn’t look any different from then…this is the sad part..haha…we shud look different every year isn’t it? To prove that we have grown up…:p lolz…crap…crap…crap…

Anyway…just like last year…I will blog about my b’day…lalalalala…

Hehe..

^^I AM OFFICIALLY 21^ST YEARS OLD^^

Well, My 1^st b’day celebration was on the exact day itself..which is on 12^th NOVEMBER 2009..

After supporting my dear shari and michelle presentation in the morning, me, shari, michelle, cindy, sok yen and jummy went for lunch in One Utama.. tot will just only a simple lunch celebration so I actually didn’t really dress up for that.. end up denise and kian hong came and gave me a surprise…=.=”

It’s really damn surprise as I am in very bad condition wif my face and hair yet kian hong still took picture for me…

People..please dun get scared by my scary faces in the photo ya..:p

We had a wonderful lunch and I receive a nice blouse from michelle, jummy and sok yen…

Oh ya.. I oso receive a special present from dear cindy one day before my b’day…thx cindy^^

After lunch, I’m rushing bek home to prepare for my date…hehe..of coz wif my baby…:p

He off work at 5pm...and give a big surprise…he gave me a bouquet of roses that he wrap by himself…haha…he’s cute isn’t it?

Anyway, we cannot decide where to have dinner…coz he’s actually plan to bring me somewhere in ampang for Indonesia cuisine but end up it’s raining and that place is actually are open air..=.=”

So…our plan ruins…bcoz of the damn good weather…

We end up having dinner at THE APaRTMENT, at the curve street..errm… the food is….i dunno how to describe actually…well….i can only say maybe I expect too much… Or just maybe my baby is a chef and I think that he’s the best cooked….so…. hehe..get wat I mean? (*grin*showing off..ahem..:p)

After blowing cake all that we heading home…my house mate sang me a b’day song and we have some chit chatting..

Suddenly, a bunch of people rush into my room.. they are none other than my dear W49 cell members and my dear roommate.. they really give me a big big big surprise… thx a lot W49…I’m really touch..

We had a great time eating donuts and playing games…

u will really feeling blessed if u have a bunch of ‘‘family members in christ’’ to celebrate ur big day while ur real family is not wif u…I’m really blessed^^

14^th NOVEMBER 2009

Was my 21^st b’day party in my hometown ,JB. Brian took leave from his chef just to fetch us all the way from kl to Jb…really sweet of him… for ur information, shari,michelle and jummy attended my b’day party in JB too^^

The nite was great…i love the cake so much^^

wif the wishes and presents of my dearest frens and family and oso family in christ..but I am damn tired…

Anyway..i’m really enjoyed the nite…and I still want to say…

I AM BLESSED!!!

Just want to say :

THANK YOU to my lovely MUM who put so much effort for my b’day, my super number 1 DAD who always support and encourage me even I failed him…my round hand SIS who always stay besides me, share all my secret and buy things for me..:p…and lastly.. my smelly baby BRO, who always so cool yet he cares about me^^

(My silly sista send me a video again like last year..dis is the new version…haha…I still cant help to stop my tears everytime when I see this)

THANK YOU to my roommate, shari and my course mate, michelle, cindy and sok yen for celebrating my b’day^^ and JUMMY too~*

THANK YOU to my baby for always so sweet and love me who I am^^

THANK YOU to W49 &W19 who always make me feel warm with the love of GOD^^

THANK YOU to SISTA GABBY who sing for me on my b’day..and the songs actually blessed a lot of people^^

THANK YOU to my best fren in hometown, my best sista….who always noe me well^^

THANK YOU to my SDJ girls who always noisy but lovely^^

THANK YOU to everyone who attend my b’day party..

Lastly…I still wanna say…

I AM REALLY BLESSED for everything that GOD has given me^^

P.S: huu...finally i finish upload this post..OMG..it's actually takes me one hour and 5 pages of Microsoft word..=.=" i wonder if i can write that much in my assignments...lolz..anyway..it's time to stop and i need to do my assignment now...

~雨天~

心情莫名的低落~
我的确是个多愁善感的人~
哈哈~真的低落得我自己都觉得莫名其妙~
没有原因~

想家~
打了电话回家~
挂了~
更想家~

本来想回家的~
但是爸爸叫我不要回~
省钱=.="
突然很痛恨车票为何标得那么贵~
让我们这些穷学生想家都不能回~
唉~

前阵子车价还没涨的时候~
我还真的是整天往家跑~
以前总是渴望得到自由~
总以为来到这里生活后我会不想回家~
但是有时候心所想的未必是真的~
哈哈~
因为我比想象中还更粘家~

家永远是最温暖的~
犹记经历的那段低潮期~
每个周末我都渴望回家~
或许是因为这样~
我才那么爱我的家人^^

下雨咯~
讨厌雨天~
因为它让人低落~
讨厌雨天~
因为它曾在我心被撕裂的时候无情的洒下~
讨厌雨天~
因为它曾送走了我的爱~
讨厌雨天~
因为它让我想起他~

但是~
感谢雨天~
因为它让我勇敢~
感谢雨天~
因为它让我成长~
感谢雨天~
因为它给我勇气回头望~
感谢雨天~
因为它让我学会用微笑来祝福~
感谢雨天~
因为它让我找到我的避风港~

其实~
我也并没我想象中的那么讨厌它~

^Just feel like writing something..haha^

it's been the long time i didnt update my blog...
haha...suppose to do my assignment now...
but it's really kinda lazy and i have no idea how to start it...
sigh...college life is far far different compare the life in high school which we can actually dun need to pass up our home work on time...
college life is all about DUE DATES!!!

anyway..i enjoy my last week holiday to genting and kluang wif my baby...
haven sort it out the photo coz it's really damn lazy..:p
the photo is out!!!!



my 21st b'day coming soooon....wohoo...
i'll be helding a b'day party in JB...
those who are invited are all the VVIP in my life...
so girls and guys....bear in mind ya...
if YOU are invited by me i will like to see u all there...^^
thank you so much to my lovely family that plan dis for me as i am busying in KL..
Love u all so much...muackz...

i have tidy my room few days ago...
it's freaking tired and i sprain my arm=.=...
damn pain weih when come to the middle of nite...
but i'm so happy coz our room looks spacious now after i change the position....
and u noe wat..i've throw away all of my memories that i think that it's time for me to leave it behind...huuuu...it's kinda hard actually...to bring myself for doing it...
anyway..i have to leave these old thing behind and looking forward to my future(and i hope that it will be really my future..lolz..:p)cheers..^^

well...Shari's baby is here from thailand...
we enjoy time spending wif him...
haha...and i can sees hapinese on shari's face too^^
we have a wonderful time in Chatz room last nite..





ok..i think i shud stop here..
as i mention i'm suppose to do my assignments...
haha...

words for my baby:

thanks for always working so hard..
thanks for doing everything just to please me..
i'm always appreciate what you done although i'm really hard to please..:p
all the best for your new life that going to begin soon...
and i know it will full of challenge...
we must go thru 2gether no matter how hard it will be ya^^
love u babe...=)

==加油==

朵朵说：

有时候~你会觉得很挫折~
因为关于某些事~总是一再证明了你付出再多的努力都无用~
那当然会让你感到非常失望~

亲爱的~不会无用的~
也许现在你看不见想要的结果~
但并不等于对将来没有作用~

上天的旨意很神秘~
当他要给你一样礼物时~
往往不是直接拿给你~
而是要你多走一些路~
多转一些弯~
多看一些风景~

那么有一天~
当你终于得到时间给你的答案时~
因为那些走过的路~
转过的弯~
看过的风景~
你也的到更多的礼物~


《摘自---朵朵小语》

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人生最大的烦恼~
不是选择~
而是不知道自己想得到什么~

只要知道自己要的是什么~
我相信你能够作出最完美的抉择~

冲个热澡~
听些音乐~
看些好书~
睡个好觉~
明天会有美丽的彩虹等着你~

加油^^

==分手快乐==

我无法帮你预言
委曲求全都没有用
可是我多么不舍
朋友爱得那么苦痛

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朵朵说：

爱情是一场单程旅行~
就算经过的风景再美~
就算有过的回忆再多~
也无法从终点倒回到起点~

爱情之所以令人低回~

正是因为它的不可回溯~

然而亲爱的~
上一次旅程的终点~
将是下一次旅程的起点~

此刻~
站在终点与起点交接之处~
请为那个已经与你分道扬镳的人祝福~
同时也给自己鼓舞~
无论前方如何~
还是要勇敢的上路^^

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蛮沉重的一天~
今天听到了一个晴天霹雳的消息~

给你的：

好内疚~
因为每次我需要别人陪的时候~
你总会在我身边~
而我却没能陪伴你~

无论如何~
我心也很疼~
就莫名的疼~
安慰的话竟僵在嘴边~

痛过的我会了解~
相信我~
明天会更好^^

无论如何~
你要加油哦^^
不管以后会是怎样~
我们都会一直陪着你~

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分手快乐~
请你快乐~
挥别错的才能和对的相逢~

没人能把谁的幸福没收~
你发誓你会活得有笑容~

你自信时候真的美多了~

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u noe who u r~
we love u girl~*
house 32 will always support u^^

两种老公 两种人生‏

A:她：“老公。帮我接杯水呗。”
他：“石头剪子布。谁输了谁去。”
她：“算了。我自己去吧。”

B:他们坐在一起看韩剧。她起身。他问“干吗去？”
她：“去接杯水。”
他：“你坐这看吧。我去给你接。”

女人多可怜。她对男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”。你可以什么都没有。
只要你疼她。她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你。
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A:他晚上下班。给她打电话“宝贝儿。我晚上和朋友出去吃饭。”
她：“你不是答应我陪我逛街的吗？”
他：“改天吧！”
她默默地流泪。为什么每次都是这样？

B:他下班的时候打电话给她:“亲爱的。别人给我一张奥运会的票。巴西队啊！一会儿我去

看球了啊。”
她：“哦。这样啊。好吧。”
他：“怎么不高兴了？”
她：“你忘了。上周说好今天我朋友和她男朋友请我俩吃饭啊。”
他：“哎呀。对不起亲爱的。我忘记了。那我把票给别人吧。我陪你去吃饭。”
她：“不要了。吃饭可以改天。或者你先去看。我们等你。”
他：“那不行。答应你的事情必须得做到。再说你自己跟他俩在一起像电灯泡似的。你肯定不舒服啊”
她：“没事……”

没等她说完。他很强势的告诉她“好了。听我的。你收拾一下。我一会儿去接你。”

其实女人不是不懂事。只是。她需要碰上一个懂事的男人。
其实。情侣之间。是可以互相的。

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A:他：“我晚上出去吃饭了啊。”
她：“几点回家？”
他：“九点之前肯定回家。”
九点半，她：“你怎么还不回来啊？”
他：“十点。肯定回家。”
十一点。十二点。一点。两点……
后来。她不再打电话催他。因为她知道。对于不守承诺的男人。一切“肯定”都是“未必”。

B:他：“我晚上出去吃饭。九点之前肯定结束。然后我俩去看电影。”
她：“你能那么快就结束吗？”
他：“放心吧。我答应你了就一定能！”
快到九点的时候。他：“收拾一下吧。我马上就到你家了”

信任。是在一件一件小事中建立起来的。
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A:她生理期。身体不舒服。顶着疼痛洗衣服。收拾屋子。
他坐在电脑前面玩网络游戏。
她干完活。躺在床上。长出了一口气。
他看了她一眼：“宝贝儿。辛苦了！”然后转过头。继续玩他的游戏。

B:她生理期。很难受。起身准备洗衣服。
他拽住她：“你去床上躺着。我来！”
她：“你会做家务吗？你自己洗过衣服吗？”
他：“不会做可以学着做啊。以后你身体不舒服的时候。我当然得独挡一面！”

女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语。哄她几句。她也许会给你一个微笑。但是实实在在的呵护。她会对你一辈子的感恩。并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。
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A:她给他拿了一包榛子。然后她去洗衣服。
回来的时候。榛子已经被他吃得所剩无几。

B:她拿给他一包榛子。然后自己去收拾屋子。
回来的时候。她看见电脑前面放了一堆剥好的榛子仁。

女人很感性。她炫耀你对她的体贴。就好像炫耀克拉钻一样。这么廉价的买卖。用一点心思就能收获无比的财富。
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A:他说：“你是最好的。”
她问：“我哪好？”
他：“学历高。能力强。长得漂亮。对我又这么好。”
她笑了。

B:他：“你是我所遇到最好的女孩儿。”
她：“我哪好？”
他：“你对身边的每个人都很友善。很无私。对人对生活总是很感恩。一个人有一颗善良的心。会让周围的人感觉到温暖。你是我见过最善良的女孩儿。伤害你的人都应该下地 狱！”
她哭了。

一个人。是因为你对他好。所以觉得你好。
一个人。是因为懂得你的好。所以想要对你好。


幸福的恋人。首先应该是一对彼此欣赏的知己。

^hang out wif best sista~*

hang out wif amy n er yesterday~
and we went for a hair cut~
damn regret for choosing that salon~
but we cant do anything wif it~
haiz....
quite bad mood today bcoz i really dun like my hair~
some more today weather damn hot weih~
make my mood more sucks....=.="

i have ntg to say abt my new hair style~
so people...pls dun talk abt dis anymore...>.<

anyway~
we still enjoyed our time 2gether~
dis is frens are for^^
SiStA 4ever ya^^

Gathering wif my Girls~*

Finally we meet up 2gether last nite at Yi You Wei Jing,Pelangi^^
have lots of fun and talks 2gether until we forgot the time..:p
i'm so happy that everytime when i come bek from KL i will have the chance to meet them up~
anyway that's how we maintain our frenship rite?^^

see u girls in our coming gathering~
i guess will be on Ming Li's B'day Party~
Hugs and Kisses~*

Jia Yin~
u r rite~
"幸福可以很简单"

~assignments~

supposed to start my assignments now~
somehow dun feel like doin~
totally no mood~
haiz~

give me strength pls~
i need something or somebody to give me some MOMENTUM!!!

hate assignments!!!

^Baby's off day^

Sunny Day^^^^^^^^Thursday^^^^^^^^03-09-2009

finally it's baby off day~
went to class in the morning~
bek from college around 12.30pm~
start dressing for the date^^

baby reach my place at 1pm~
but i still dealing wif my hair~
haha~he waited me for almost one hour~
so pity~and he's hungry...=p

finally we go out for our lunch~
planning to having lunch in a thai restaurant at Seksyen 17,My Elephant~
but it closed at 2pm for resting hour..=.="
so we end up having my thai cuisine in Jaya 1~

Kinnaree, a quite nice restaurant wif nice environment~
food is pretty good~
but i still prefer My Elephant...
hehe~
btw~we enjoyed the lunch^^




went bek home for a nap and we went to The Curve at nite~
having dinner at The curve street~
glad that we can spend whole day 2gether~





happy happy^^

~Thanks~

^sweet supper of the day^

thanks baby for dis Carbonara~
sometimes will feel so sorry that i didn't really do much things for u but u will always put me 1st in everything~

u have been working so hard for the future~
yet sometimes i will be just so so inconsiderate~
honestly i will feel very bad every time when i thrown tantrum at u out of no reason~
u know i didn't mean it~don't you?
with all the hurtful word that i said and hurtful things that i done~
just to say sorry~

feel happy that u strike so hard for ur Job~
even though with all the wounds on your hand~
trust me~my heart will be more painful than ur wound every time i see it~

just to let u know~
i will support every decision you made~
and i believe u will made the right choice^^

and once again~
thanks for everything that u have given me~
Love u baby~*

=SUCKS=

it's only one word that can describe my feeling now....
SUCKS!!!!
i actually cried~
but i dunno wat's the reason that i react like dat...
sounds stupid...
but it's truth...
maybe i'm juz a person who really needs lots and lots and lots of attention...
i've tried to be understanding...
yet i can't be understanding in this moment...

suddenly someone was in my mind....
how would i miss dat person....
haha...it's ridiculous....
i noe...
and worst i made another ridiculous things...

wake up please....
crapppp...............
i realize that i always like to crap during dis hour....
in this kind of lonely nite...

or juz mayb....
i will only be honest to myself during dis hour....
in this kind of lonely nite....

^My diet plan....=.="^

dis few nite i have been on my diet plan which i dun eat heavy dinner at nite~
but guess wat?i ate supper almost everynite~
thanks to my baby for always prepare food for my supper~
sob sob~my diet plan.....GONE!!!
by the way~the food was nice and it really hard for me to not finish it up~
but still~so sweet of him~
hehe~hard to find someone who always think of u no matter where he is~
thanks baby~

^pasta by him~yummy*^

well....i had a FATTENING lunch dis afternoon~
sigh~but i didnt eat dinner la~
so...i think shud be no problem..*grin*
erm..erm...juz afraid he prepare supper for me again~~
anyway~DIS IS MY LUNCH!!!

^fruits salad+nice environment*^

^Today special~chicken chop*^

^finally~here comes our dessert~tiramisu*^

me,shari and michelle try out a new cafe named CHILLAX near our college~
the environment there was good and the food was not bad~
there's a free wifi service there~
i think we found a good place to hang out/discussion/crapping/revision and etc...

my family coming up to KL dis weekends~
haha~looking forward for the day to come~
Muackz...miss them so much^^

^Rainbow after the rain^

I'm back!!!
today is my 1st day of school~
ha ha~finally school has started~after one and half months holidays~
feeling so refreshing and excited about it but i had my period today..=.="
best welcome gift of all....

Well..I've been working during my sem break~
and i realize that i really dun like office work~
it's a boring and tiring work for me~
worst than when i was working in education center before i came for further study weih!
In fact i quite enjoyed the time when i meet all my little kids~
Maybe this Job suits me better..:p

Anyway~After this sem break i feel like i dun wanna graduate so fast~
coz working is really so tiring~so stupid right?
Anyhow and anyway...
that's my thought now..wahaha...
it's a blessing to be a student i guess~

haha~and of course i'm back with my baby now~
that's the best part..=)
he is just as sweet as before..*grin*
he has made the Tiramisu for me~
that's the Tiramisu he made----------------


Look nice right?hehe~
it's really so sweet of him...*shy*
thx baby for the surprise~*Muackz*

God has been so Good to me~
he has been given me all the best thing in my life~
Best parents~Best sibbling~Best frens~Best education~Best course mate~Best room mate~Best lifestyle~and of course.....My sweetest baby~*shy*=p

Life is full of uncertain~
I was once in very down state of life~
Being hurt~being discourage~and being self-pity~
thank God than he bring me through~
And made me who I am today~

Never blame God for anything because he gave us everything~
He has place the storm to our life but he will always gave us the rainbow as well~
I've seen the rainbow after the rain~
What about you guys?

^God made me who I am today^

^fruitful weekend^

haha~
been enjoying my last weekend in JB with my family and frens^^
glad that i can meet them up and have a wonderful time before i'm goin back to KL~

well~
Jia Yin b'day on saturday and i can meet all my SDJ girls during the party~
so happy to see them and of coz the b'day girl^^
we have been preparing her present dis few weeks and finally we came out the idea of making a b'day booklet for her~
i believe she will like it coz i knew she will definitely feels our heart~
don't YOU?:p
juz wanna to tell my SDJ girls that u girls r always on my mind even though sometimes i might neglect u all~
and most important to our b'day girl...................
STAY CHEERFUL always and HAPPY B'DAY once again^^

(finally the photo is OUT^^)

^me n b'day girl^

^Our Forever Frenship^

^Ban Ban Luck^

Amy is back from KL for her weekends too~
and we having a gathering juz now(it consider LAST nite actually...:p)~
it's a happy gathering and we talk alot of stuff~
of coz with our MR Fong Tee Chuan~our gathering will not be boring^^
glad that Everyone is doin fine~
we always knew that our frenship will never end even we didnt meet each other for a long time^^

few of the photo we took juz now^^



finally~
i'm so happy that i'm goin bek KL soon but oso sad that i have to leave my family again~
i plan to make my dis semester be a fruitful semester and i believe i can do it...:p~
i need to start my DIET plan too!!!
i want to be SLIM like before!!!!
haha~i noe it's hard....but......ehem....i will try my best~
i can do it by God's STRENGTH !!!

Good nite everyone~
and baby i'm goin bek soon^^

==我们都要幸福==

最近假期都好像没在放假~
拜一到礼拜都要好早起身哦 =.="..
比起我的读书生活~
现在反而更累~
早知道这样当初就不要皮痒答应去做工了~
而且又不是赚几百万~
搞得我每天放工回家就睡觉~
连跟我baby联络的时间都牺牲掉了~
还真的好想念他~

难得今天想写些东西~
但其实也不懂要写什么好~
哈哈~ 就来写写我喜欢的张小娴~

已经忘了我是什么时候爱上张小娴的~
只记得是在我最孤独低落~
一个人逛书店时~

偶然发现了张小娴的书~ 应该就是从那时候开始吧~

她总是说穿我的心情~
不对~应该说是所有女生的心情~
我喜欢她的爱情观~
让我也对爱情有了另一番见解~

前阵子baby送过我一本张小娴的《离别曲》~


那是我找了很久的一本书~
超开心的~
我还开他玩笑说以后如果我们分开了我会把这本书还给他~
其实这也是蛮好的主意嘛~
毕竟如果真的有那么一天~
这本书应该会成为我最痛的记忆~
那为何不自私点把这记忆还给对方？
哈哈~听起来还真的有点悲~
没错~我对爱情~就是少不了这点悲观~

《离别曲》算是一本小说~
讲述着错中复杂的爱情故事~
其实我对它的结局蛮失望的~
但却也同时觉得它的结局与众不同~
因为小说总是让人觉得一定会happily ever after~
这个却相反~
相爱的人~
最终没能在一起~
我很喜欢它里面的这段话~
《唯有爱情~始终如此的兴奋与渴望~又始终如此的挫败与荒凉~》
这句话让我有所领悟~

人与人之间的相处~
本来都要预买哪天会分离的~
有时会觉得反而分开后才更加了解对方~
更懂对方要的其实是什么~
很遗憾吧？
我真的这样觉得~

有些人~
或许真的注定只能活在记忆里~
打从心里希望~
我们都会幸福~
即使不是从彼此身上得到~

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原来，人只是拥抱着时间洗涤不去的记忆~
爱也好~恨也好~不会全部留着~
我们记得一些~忘了一些~
忘了为何忘了~也害怕会忘了不想忘记的；
最璀璨的、深爱过的记忆~
更不向对方比我首先忘记~


P.S. 这是我最近刚买的 《张小娴---永不永不说再见》~里头的这段话~正是我此刻想说的~

我们~
都一定要幸福~~

^来张我的近照吧^