=i WANT and i WILL=

since so long i have been saying i wanted to ON DIET~
but yet i didnt really try hard to slim down..

sigh...
FAT has been a sensitive issue for me recently..
i dun like ppl telling me that i'm FAT!!!(in fact i am)
is it because i have been being "slim" all the while?
or i really being really FAT now??

but the truth is...
i've gain 6 KG since i pah toh...
i still rmbr the last time i weight myself and i was only 41KG...(^o^)
then During december when i had food poisoning...
i weight myself in the clinic...
i am 47KG...
what the..@#$#@%*&^%$
it's such a huge figure for me....

haiz haiz haiz....
I WANT to slim down...
and I WILL!!!
for my own sake..
sorry baby... n(^_^)n

but mum scold me about this..=.="
coz she says i am ok...
arrg...

anyway i've enjoy chinese new year with my love ones..
have a great reunion dinner wif my family members...
have a great trip to singapore zoo with my family and my baby..
glad that he can get along well with my family...
have a great time having gathering with my SDJ besties...
everyone have their own life to lead and i'm so glad that most of us lead a very good life now...
especially Phang Jia Rin...lolz...
but all of us oso not too bad la...
God will always keep his eyes on us..^^

my baby was sick...
so pity...i think he travel too much..:'(
hope he can recover soon as i'm not wif him now...

looking forward for 2moro gathering with my best frens...
but i'm sure there will be comment about my body again..
haiz...

my holiday ending soon..
how nice if my holiday never end..
coz i have to rush my assignment after my holiday..
sob..:(

people are hard to satisfied...
i juz mention that i dun want to graduate so soon yet i'm complaining about my assignment now...
whatever it is..
i still appreciate la...
shud be grateful coz not everyone can enjoyed college life...
gd nite everyone...

i want to slim down..
i want to slim down..
stop calling me fat..
stop calling me fat..
(*chanting)
blah blah blah.........