=SUCKS=

it's only one word that can describe my feeling now....
SUCKS!!!!
i actually cried~
but i dunno wat's the reason that i react like dat...
sounds stupid...
but it's truth...
maybe i'm juz a person who really needs lots and lots and lots of attention...
i've tried to be understanding...
yet i can't be understanding in this moment...

suddenly someone was in my mind....
how would i miss dat person....
haha...it's ridiculous....
i noe...
and worst i made another ridiculous things...

wake up please....
crapppp...............
i realize that i always like to crap during dis hour....
in this kind of lonely nite...

or juz mayb....
i will only be honest to myself during dis hour....
in this kind of lonely nite....

^My diet plan....=.="^

dis few nite i have been on my diet plan which i dun eat heavy dinner at nite~
but guess wat?i ate supper almost everynite~
thanks to my baby for always prepare food for my supper~
sob sob~my diet plan.....GONE!!!
by the way~the food was nice and it really hard for me to not finish it up~
but still~so sweet of him~
hehe~hard to find someone who always think of u no matter where he is~
thanks baby~

^pasta by him~yummy*^

well....i had a FATTENING lunch dis afternoon~
sigh~but i didnt eat dinner la~
so...i think shud be no problem..*grin*
erm..erm...juz afraid he prepare supper for me again~~
anyway~DIS IS MY LUNCH!!!

^fruits salad+nice environment*^

^Today special~chicken chop*^

^finally~here comes our dessert~tiramisu*^

me,shari and michelle try out a new cafe named CHILLAX near our college~
the environment there was good and the food was not bad~
there's a free wifi service there~
i think we found a good place to hang out/discussion/crapping/revision and etc...

my family coming up to KL dis weekends~
haha~looking forward for the day to come~
Muackz...miss them so much^^

^Rainbow after the rain^

I'm back!!!
today is my 1st day of school~
ha ha~finally school has started~after one and half months holidays~
feeling so refreshing and excited about it but i had my period today..=.="
best welcome gift of all....

Well..I've been working during my sem break~
and i realize that i really dun like office work~
it's a boring and tiring work for me~
worst than when i was working in education center before i came for further study weih!
In fact i quite enjoyed the time when i meet all my little kids~
Maybe this Job suits me better..:p

Anyway~After this sem break i feel like i dun wanna graduate so fast~
coz working is really so tiring~so stupid right?
Anyhow and anyway...
that's my thought now..wahaha...
it's a blessing to be a student i guess~

haha~and of course i'm back with my baby now~
that's the best part..=)
he is just as sweet as before..*grin*
he has made the Tiramisu for me~
that's the Tiramisu he made----------------


Look nice right?hehe~
it's really so sweet of him...*shy*
thx baby for the surprise~*Muackz*

God has been so Good to me~
he has been given me all the best thing in my life~
Best parents~Best sibbling~Best frens~Best education~Best course mate~Best room mate~Best lifestyle~and of course.....My sweetest baby~*shy*=p

Life is full of uncertain~
I was once in very down state of life~
Being hurt~being discourage~and being self-pity~
thank God than he bring me through~
And made me who I am today~

Never blame God for anything because he gave us everything~
He has place the storm to our life but he will always gave us the rainbow as well~
I've seen the rainbow after the rain~
What about you guys?

^God made me who I am today^

^fruitful weekend^

haha~
been enjoying my last weekend in JB with my family and frens^^
glad that i can meet them up and have a wonderful time before i'm goin back to KL~

well~
Jia Yin b'day on saturday and i can meet all my SDJ girls during the party~
so happy to see them and of coz the b'day girl^^
we have been preparing her present dis few weeks and finally we came out the idea of making a b'day booklet for her~
i believe she will like it coz i knew she will definitely feels our heart~
don't YOU?:p
juz wanna to tell my SDJ girls that u girls r always on my mind even though sometimes i might neglect u all~
and most important to our b'day girl...................
STAY CHEERFUL always and HAPPY B'DAY once again^^

(finally the photo is OUT^^)

^me n b'day girl^

^Our Forever Frenship^

^Ban Ban Luck^

Amy is back from KL for her weekends too~
and we having a gathering juz now(it consider LAST nite actually...:p)~
it's a happy gathering and we talk alot of stuff~
of coz with our MR Fong Tee Chuan~our gathering will not be boring^^
glad that Everyone is doin fine~
we always knew that our frenship will never end even we didnt meet each other for a long time^^

few of the photo we took juz now^^



finally~
i'm so happy that i'm goin bek KL soon but oso sad that i have to leave my family again~
i plan to make my dis semester be a fruitful semester and i believe i can do it...:p~
i need to start my DIET plan too!!!
i want to be SLIM like before!!!!
haha~i noe it's hard....but......ehem....i will try my best~
i can do it by God's STRENGTH !!!

Good nite everyone~
and baby i'm goin bek soon^^