=SUCKS=

it's only one word that can describe my feeling now....
SUCKS!!!!
i actually cried~
but i dunno wat's the reason that i react like dat...
sounds stupid...
but it's truth...
maybe i'm juz a person who really needs lots and lots and lots of attention...
i've tried to be understanding...
yet i can't be understanding in this moment...

suddenly someone was in my mind....
how would i miss dat person....
haha...it's ridiculous....
i noe...
and worst i made another ridiculous things...

wake up please....
crapppp...............
i realize that i always like to crap during dis hour....
in this kind of lonely nite...

or juz mayb....
i will only be honest to myself during dis hour....
in this kind of lonely nite....