~雨天~

心情莫名的低落~
我的确是个多愁善感的人~
哈哈~真的低落得我自己都觉得莫名其妙~
没有原因~

想家~
打了电话回家~
挂了~
更想家~

本来想回家的~
但是爸爸叫我不要回~
省钱=.="
突然很痛恨车票为何标得那么贵~
让我们这些穷学生想家都不能回~
唉~

前阵子车价还没涨的时候~
我还真的是整天往家跑~
以前总是渴望得到自由~
总以为来到这里生活后我会不想回家~
但是有时候心所想的未必是真的~
哈哈~
因为我比想象中还更粘家~

家永远是最温暖的~
犹记经历的那段低潮期~
每个周末我都渴望回家~
或许是因为这样~
我才那么爱我的家人^^

下雨咯~
讨厌雨天~
因为它让人低落~
讨厌雨天~
因为它曾在我心被撕裂的时候无情的洒下~
讨厌雨天~
因为它曾送走了我的爱~
讨厌雨天~
因为它让我想起他~

但是~
感谢雨天~
因为它让我勇敢~
感谢雨天~
因为它让我成长~
感谢雨天~
因为它给我勇气回头望~
感谢雨天~
因为它让我学会用微笑来祝福~
感谢雨天~
因为它让我找到我的避风港~

其实~
我也并没我想象中的那么讨厌它~

^Just feel like writing something..haha^

it's been the long time i didnt update my blog...
haha...suppose to do my assignment now...
but it's really kinda lazy and i have no idea how to start it...
sigh...college life is far far different compare the life in high school which we can actually dun need to pass up our home work on time...
college life is all about DUE DATES!!!

anyway..i enjoy my last week holiday to genting and kluang wif my baby...
haven sort it out the photo coz it's really damn lazy..:p
the photo is out!!!!



my 21st b'day coming soooon....wohoo...
i'll be helding a b'day party in JB...
those who are invited are all the VVIP in my life...
so girls and guys....bear in mind ya...
if YOU are invited by me i will like to see u all there...^^
thank you so much to my lovely family that plan dis for me as i am busying in KL..
Love u all so much...muackz...

i have tidy my room few days ago...
it's freaking tired and i sprain my arm=.=...
damn pain weih when come to the middle of nite...
but i'm so happy coz our room looks spacious now after i change the position....
and u noe wat..i've throw away all of my memories that i think that it's time for me to leave it behind...huuuu...it's kinda hard actually...to bring myself for doing it...
anyway..i have to leave these old thing behind and looking forward to my future(and i hope that it will be really my future..lolz..:p)cheers..^^

well...Shari's baby is here from thailand...
we enjoy time spending wif him...
haha...and i can sees hapinese on shari's face too^^
we have a wonderful time in Chatz room last nite..





ok..i think i shud stop here..
as i mention i'm suppose to do my assignments...
haha...

words for my baby:

thanks for always working so hard..
thanks for doing everything just to please me..
i'm always appreciate what you done although i'm really hard to please..:p
all the best for your new life that going to begin soon...
and i know it will full of challenge...
we must go thru 2gether no matter how hard it will be ya^^
love u babe...=)