==Emo+ing==

today is my first day of final...
i got gastric since early morning that i tot that was gastric...
well...it's actually my "aunty visit" =.="
what a good time...
oh man...
i will definitely suffer dis few days...=(

feeling so emo dis whole week...
it might because of the "aunty visit" i guess..
sigh...

sometimes doing right things is really really not so easy...
u might lose a fren because of that..
sometimes really struggle to make this kind of decisions..
but i really dun want to get blame by others if anything happen...
just consider that i am a selfish person...
who cares anyway?
i cant satisfied everyone in this world...
but this time i believe GOD will stand on my side...
so...WHO CARES??

i received an email from my friend regarding the indigo evolution...(深蓝儿童)
i google about it and i found a video clip...
it really make me feel so curious...
does the indigo evolution really exist??
it's a question marks in my head and i feel like know more about that..
but my sis ask me not to too curious and became走火入魔..
haha...that's my sis..i knew she will say that...lolz..

by the way...my holiday starting soon...
wohoo...
ya..we are all distracted by the holidayssss but forgot that we are still on our final exam..
oops!!
hehe...plan plan plan plan and plan...
i just wanna meet up all my besties in JB...
as much as i can...i feel like i really miss out alot dy..

the things in the world are keep changing...
sometimes really feel emo and disappointed for what the world have became..
it's like everyday have weird weird things happen...=.="
it's so so so ridiculous....

sigh...
stop emo+ing and i shud get back to my revision dy....
2 paper 2moro....
GOD BLESS ME!!

lalala...i'm coming back soon...
miss my daddy,mummy,round hand and smelly....

==人生.爱情.无常==

明明一整夜都没睡~
明明现在可以安心的睡~
可是我却怎么都熟睡不了~
我最受不了的其实不是失眠~
而是半睡半醒的状态=.="
不知道你们有没有这样的经验？
就是那种很像在睡觉可是又很清醒的那种~
拜托~我从昨晚到现在都是这种状态耶~
到底是哪里出了问题？
无奈~~~

干脆起身算啦~
其实刚刚到家就想上来写些东西的~
而基本上我想写这篇东西写很久了~
怎样都不能让自己的部落停顿太久吧？
嘻嘻~

终于呢我这个学期的功课全都做完了哦~
可是还有两个礼拜又是最不愿面对的大考~
不过现在我完全不想想这个~:)

最近~
还是一样一直被坏消息包围着~
这个世界到底是怎样啊？
应该说那些男人到底是怎样？
《劈腿》
很抱歉虽然我知道不能一根竹竿打翻整条船~
但是我身边所发生的的确都是男人劈腿目前还没听过女人劈腿=.="
所以不能怪我~

好姐妹、我course mate、朋友。。
都被《劈》了...:(
很无奈~
每当听到这些消息的我都是给很惊讶的反应：
怎么可能？？！！！
对啊~~
就是这个~
怎么可能？？
因为都是那些明明很稳定的感情~
也难怪我会有酱的反应吧？

唉~
爱情这种东西~
有时真的会要人的命~
不过很多时候~
总以为自己经历的遭遇很惨~
事过境迁后才发现其实比自己惨的人多得不得了~

回头看看以前的我~
还是伤的~
有些伤永远也不会忘记~
就是越爱那个伤就会越恒久吧~
或是因为还爱着所以伤一直还在呢？
其实我也不懂~~

我希望我身边的人都会好好的~
再伤都好~
最后要学会的还是该怎样爱自己~

有人说张小娴太强悍了~
会让男人很难爱~
不过我很欣赏她~
起码强悍的女人不会再为情所伤~
是她教会我怎么爱自己的~

我自觉我的部落向来都很emo~
或许我是个很emo的人吧~
因为人生总是让我觉得感慨~

嗯~
人生的无常~
对~
人生的无常让我珍惜现在所拥有的一切美好~~

好姐妹~
要撑着哦！
咬紧咬根就会过去的了~
我们会陪着你~
我保证~~

好想要拥有张小娴的《一段爱情，两个人成长》哦~~~